With tears in my eyes and an ache within my soul, The misery that I have refuses to let go, My "laughter" is dead, perished are my dreams, How do I survive? I nailed no means! My fantasies lay submerged, in the deep, dark sea, I am at my bottom-worst, "Let me be!" Saving me will only heave you to the Satan's abode, Let me depart, it's best for all that I go! I attempted, but all I could accomplish was a catastrophe, May be I am cursed or have some abnormality, Are there more like me, disappointed-dismayed? To Almighty I ask, "Why was I made?" It's time now, for me to say my goodbyes, Deliverance unquestionably is a far cry, With crippled ambitions and strained consciousness, My life is nothing bounteous than a dreadful mess!
Mends Of Moments
Time heals Time mends Mends a broken heart Mends all shattered dreams Dreams are wild Dreams can come true True commitment serves True intentions do win Win we all must Win we have to To live is to toil To survive is to fall Fall to rise up again Fall to attain Attain sense of worth Attain self respect Respect is irrefutably earned Respect is a choice Choice is exhilarating Choice is always yours Yours to dwell Yours to implement Implement purpose Implement fortitude Fortitude to survive Fortitude to overcome Overcome your fears Overcome all nay sayers Nay sayers don't matter Nay sayers will sooner or later bite the dust Dust your hesitations Dust all spiritual darkness Darkness must dwindle Darkness will never arise Arise yourself instead Arise your subliminal vision Vision to achieve Vision to seize the day Day breaks with inspiration Day begins with positivism Positivism rules over everything Positivism reigns supreme Supreme mindfulness Supreme allegiance Allegiance to your true self Allegiance to the ruling moments Moments make memories Moments don't last forever Forever.. Memories..
My Mother
From brushing my hair, to grooming my self-respect, From gratifying my childhood follies, to humoring my adult deflects; From scolding me for when I messed up, to molding me into a fine human, From holding my hands forever, to apprising me of my acumen. From braving the worldly adversities, to composing a sense of self-belief within me, From withstanding all the life troubles, to teaching me to stand up and never flee. From enduring everything that a woman endures, to crafting me into a woman of substance, From loving us with your all your heart, to embracing our imperfections in abundance. You have always been an inspiration, a counselor.. Yes, my permanent affair, Your strength, your sense, your devotion, can no other being compare. Thank you Mama for believing in me when the world didn't bother, I am gratified, fulfilled, beholden, enlivened that you are my MOTHER! I love you Mama!
Eau De Parfum
Rousing my insides, He uncorks carnal havoc. Ah, his savage whiff!
A Tasty Tongue Twister
Scrumptious treats tease me into temptation, Thrilling me, exaggerating expectations. I cannot but manipulate this ambrosian instigation, "To eat or not to eat" is a significant tribulation! Varied flavors, promiscuous zings, Thirstiness, titillating mid-night cravings. "Somebody restrain me, this infatuation I can resist no more.." In retrospect.. "Pass me that butyraceous casserole!"
Blue Continuance
Mistreated and blue, Like an ocean dying out.. She barely exists!
Possibilities
A portal, A door that swings both ways, This is the gateway named "existence".. Grinding your way through the boulevard of torn dreams, Reclaiming each possibility, Fighting all odds boldly, You survive.
Under Restraint
Caged, Confined, Like a bird.. Helplessly bound, Within the confines of my hurting past. Nothing saves me from this tormenting pain, On bed of nails, I suffer.. I ache.. Lone!
Mother!
With a heart so vast, That only conceives devotion.. There's no love like hers!
Child’s Mind
Of pixie dust and scary ghouls, My world, my rules.. Real fantasies, Dark galaxies. There is magic all around you, Plus luring views.. Nothing's absurd, Psyche altered. This is my childhood reverie, Daft mystery.. Enigmatic, Charismatic!